Welcome to my writing journal!!!
This is the story journal of miseichan  .

Here you will find my growing collection of Jrock yaoi fan fictions.
I just needed someplace to keep it! So I'm sure the layout will be changing randomly...and the picus too...

Mostly it will be about Gazette guys, but sometimes I might throw in a few random guys too... But..it will always be guys...

Lots a Man Sex, so don't read if you don't like^^
Anyway... umm... I'm having fun...hope you will too! *laugh*

*hugs*

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Title: Ruki’s New Diet
Chapters: oneshot
Author: miseichan
Genre: Humor, porn, goofiness
Warnings: lotsa twisted mansex^^
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Ruki x Reita
Band: Gazette
Synopsis: Ruki thinks he is fat and wants to go on a diet. Reita comes up with a twisted plan that will keep both of them happy^^
Comment: Not beta read.. Umm.. I had some fun with this story. It's so not serious, just funny porn, but please enjoy it! Umm.. Haven't we all been faced with this problem at one time or another? I like Reita's solution^^ No.. *sigh* Ruki owns Reita and Reita owns Ruki! Man! That's where it ends!

(  Quickly Reita reached over to turn off the light. “Why did you do that? You don’t want to look at my fat! You saw it and you think it’s disgusting! And you didn’t answer my question! Do you think I look fat?” )

Title: Defective Tragedies of the Heart
Chapters: 16/?
Author: miseichan
Genre: romance, catastrophe and graphic sex.
Warnings: sexual dreaming
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Hiroki, Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kai, Kai x Reita, Uruha x Kai, Ruki x Kyo
Band: Gazette, Kyo from Dir en grey in parts of the story.
Synopsis: Uruha becomes ill and Reita and Kai must find a way to save him. Shin and Aoi are together in Tokyo.
Comments: Not beta read. C & C are appreciated. ^^ I own all the characters in this story. They are stuck in my head and chained to the spare bed in my guest room so I can watch.^^ The real men however are not mine....*Damn* (Except Hiroki! But he's so sweet and you can take him if you want! :D)



Previous Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15



( . He lay there in his mess, and closed his eyes. Now he knew he was going to die. And he deserved it, for how he had treated his body. As he drifted off into unconscious oblivion, his only small thought was that he would never see his beloved Aoi again….. )

Title: Angel Snow
Chapters: oneshot
Author: miseichan
Genre: Fluffy romance
Warnings: none
Rating: workplace safe
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Kai
Band: Gazette
Synopsis: The first snow of the season appears in Tokyo and electricity is lost while the band practices at the studio. Aoi, saddened by what he feels to be a distance growing between himself and his lover, Kai, goes outside and builds a snowman.
Comments: This story was especially written for kao_chan. I promised to build her Aoi x Kai snowmen, but unfortunately the snow is too cold and would not form a shape without crumbling *cry*, so I came up with this story instead. I hope this is just as good honey! Sorry! *kiss* <3. Not beta read. C & C are appreciated. ^^

( He wanted to know Kai really loved him back and didn’t feel trapped in a mistake. A mistake with Aoi in this relationship. )

Title: Defective Tragedies of the Heart
Chapters: 15/?
Author: miseichan
Genre: romance, catastrophe and graphic sex.
Warnings: mansex
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Hiroki, Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kai, Kai x Reita, Uruha x Kai, Ruki x Kyo
Band: Gazette, Kyo from Dir en grey in parts of the story. Shin from Kagrra,
Synopsis: Shin shows up in Tokyo and tells Aoi all about what is going on in Osaka. Reita and Kai have a private, but interesting conversation.
Comments: I added a little Kaita at the suggestion of arlequin^^ Thanks hon^^. Not beta read. C & C are appreciated. ^^ I own all the characters in this story. They are stuck in my head and chained to the spare bed in my guest room so I can watch.^^ The real men however are not mine....*Damn* (Except Hiroki! But he's so sweet and you can take him if you want! :D)



Previous Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14




( Tell me what’s going on? Tell me about….” He trailed off… He was almost afraid to ask about Uruha. Shin patted his hand, knowing, as he always did, what his best friend was thinking. )

Title: Defective Tragedies of the Heart
Chapters: 14/?
Author: miseichan
Genre: romance, catastrophe and graphic sex.
Warnings: none for this chapter
Rating: workplace safe
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Hiroki, Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kai, Kai x Reita, Uruha x Kai, Ruki x Kyo
Band: Gazette, Kyo from Dir en grey in parts of the story.
Synopsis: Aoi is back in Tokyo alone and working as part of the city emergency team.
Comments: Kisses to kao_chan for getting me to write again. <3 Thank you baby. Not beta read. C & C are appreciated. ^^ I own all the characters in this story. They are stuck in my head and chained to the spare bed in my guest room so I can watch.^^ The real men however are not mine....*Damn* (Except Hiroki! But he's so sweet and you can take him if you want! :D)



Previous Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13




( He found that the harder he pushed his body, the more he sweated and ached, the lighter the pain in the heart became. But it still was not enough. )

Title: Little Heaven
Season & Theme: Spring/Petals
Band: D
Chapters: oneshot
Author: miseichan
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Workplace safe
Rating: G
Pairings: Ruiza x Asagi
Disclaimer: Well I claim Ruiza’s claw hands in my mind. Ok not. They aren’t mine, sadly enough.
Synopsis: How do you react when the love of your life cuts you off, forever?
Comments: Written for 4seasons_fics , Season: Spring/Theme: Petals. Not beta-read. This took me somewhere I didn’t intend to go. I may need to do a follow-up. I may have something in mind.

( He had nothing to say. His pain had left him speechless.  )

Title: Defective Tragedies of the Heart
Chapters: 13/?
Author: miseichan
Genre: romance, catastrophe and graphic sex.
Warnings: man sex, language.
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Hiroki, Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kai, Kai x Reita, Uruha x Kai, Ruki x Kyo
Band: Gazette, Kyo from Dir en grey in parts of the story.
Synopsis: Ruki gets a call from Hiroki and they talk about Ruki's part in the whole affair and how they can fix things. Kyo encourages Ruki to talk to Uruha.
Comments: Sorry. This is a short chapter, but it is sort of a transition time in the story. Bear with me until the next chapter. Not beta read. C & C are appreciated. ^^ I own all the characters in this story. They are stuck in my head and chained to the spare bed in my guest room so I can watch.^^ The real men however are not mine....*Damn* (Except Hiroki! But he's so sweet and you can take him if you want! :D)


Previous Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12



( The intensity was always there, shining, burning him. He shivered slightly. Kyo had that effect on him. Always. )

Title: Defective Tragedies of the Heart
Chapters: 12/?
Author: miseichan
Genre: romance, catastrophe and graphic sex.
Warnings: man sex, language.
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Hiroki, Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kai, Kai x Reita, Uruha x Kai, Ruki x Kyo
Band: Gazette, Kyo from Dir en grey in parts of the story.
Synopsis: Aoi wakes up with a hangover after realizing what he and Hiroki have done the previous night. Resentment over Uruha's apparent continuing neglect drives him to continue in his destructive path. Later he receives 2 devastating phone calls.
Comments: Still not beta read. C & C are appreciated. Thank you for continuing to read my story even though my updates are slow. I apologize. Things are easing up in my life though and I should be able to post more frequently now^^ I own all the characters in this story. They are stuck in my head and chained to the spare bed in my guest room so I can watch.^^ The real men however are not mine....*Damn* (Except Hiroki! But he's so sweet and you can take him if you want! :D)


Previous Chapters: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11


( He hadn’t intended for this to happen and now here he was, acting no better than Kai had acted towards him! )

Title: Defective Tragedies of the Heart
Chapters: 11/?
Author: miseichan
Genre: romance, catastrophe and graphic sex.
Warnings: man sex, language.
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Aoi x Hiroki, Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kai, Kai x Reita, Uruha x Kai, Ruki x Kyo
Band: Gazette, Kyo from Dir en grey
Synopsis: Aoi is with Hiroki, north of Tokyo. Ruki implements a plan to bring Aoi to Osaka, but will it backfire creating a rift between Aoi and Uruha?
Comments: I do apologize for not updating this in so long…I hope some of you still remember this story and are interested enough for me to keep the chapters coming? -_-; Like always, C & C are appreciated. ^^ I own all the characters in this story. They are stuck in my head and chained to the spare bed in my guest room so I can watch.^^ The real men however are not mine....*Damn* (Except Hiroki! But he's so sweet and you can take him if you want! :)


Previous Chapters:

Chapter 1 , Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10


( He was feeling warm and wanted to feel loved. By someone. The dinner setting, the hotel, the food and wine, the candles and flowers were conspiring against him, making him feel romantic. )